Stress :(

Do you even know what the meaning of stress is? Well, in the dictionary it says, physical, mental, or emotional strain or tension. Right now I am being put under a ton of stress. I don't know what it is but it's getting really hard to handle. First grades, then parents, and now friends. I don't know what I'm supposed to do, but I do know somethings that help me feel a little better. So I'll tell you about them :)

First, is chocolate. Chocolate is one of my many comfort foods. I have bags and bags of chocolate chips that I eat them every time I feel the least bit unhappy. I don't know what it is about chocolate, but most people love to eat it when they are unhappy. It helps me. It's a little weird but guess what? I don't care because I will usually do anything to make myself feel better. And chocolate is my very best friend :) I will do anything to have it...well that is just about everything :)

Second, is a hot bath. After getting my chocolate I will draw a nice, hot bath. The kind of hot that burns your skin to touch. Because when it's burning your skin you can't feel anything else, because all you can think about is the hot water. But don't forget the bubbles and bath salts. The bubbles and bath salts always make me feel the slightest bit better! It's just a girl thing :) You can't have a bath without the bubbles and yummy smelling bath salts. :)

Third, is a sad movie. While eating chocolate in a burning hot bath and watching a sad movie, it makes you forget about what you were sad about and only focus on the movie. It's funny what movies can do to you because while watching it, you can only think about that. You can get all your tears out without telling people your real reason for crying. Sometimes it's hard telling people your feelings and that's why I call these things my therapy session. It's a great way to make me feel at least a little better.

Being stressed sucks. It makes you angry and sad, which makes everyone else angry and sad. And if everyone is mad and sad then nothing good can happen from that. Most people would say it's not good to keep all your anger bubbled inside but I find it most comforting because people don't usually understand me...that's okay, I guess. Because I know that what's important is my happiness and I'll work through this all! :)